Gaz Beadle wanted baby with Charlotte Crosby
Gary 'Gaz' Beadle would have "loved" to have had a child with Charlotte Crosby.
The 'Geordie Shore' star was devastated when he found out his now-ex-girlfriend, whom he dated on and off for five years, was expecting his baby but sadly lost it during the first trimester earlier this year and has admitted he would have like nothing more than to be a dad.
Speaking to the Daily Mail Australia, he said: "It still hasn't kicked in. I was like s***, if it hadn't happened I would have a kid. Obviously I was devastated.
"I would have loved it, I can't really say now what would have been or what would have happened."
Charlotte suffered an ectopic pregnancy - which means the foetus developed outside the womb - and was rushed into theatre after doctors discovered she was bleeding from within.
And, although she believed she was at death's door, the 28-year-old hunk - who was filming 'Ex on the Beach' at the time - continued to party in Thailand and refused to return to the UK.
However, Gaz is adamant he would have been on the first flight back home if Charlotte had asked him to support her.
He said: "If she'd said I'm in the worst pain ever, I can't move I'm dying, obviously I'd be on the next plane home. But she was like, 'Don't worry I'm fine.' Maybe I should have gone back."
The former couple came to blows in May when the 26-year-old beauty announced to the world that she'd suffered an ectopic pregnancy a few weeks ago without giving Gaz the warning beforehand.
And, since their public showdown online, the pair are adamant their on/off romance is now over for good.
He explained: "She said I was worse than a murderer, that to me was the final straw, I don't want to talk to her or about her. It's done, I'd never get back with Charlotte. It's done and dusted after five years."