Charlotte Crosby says romance with Gaz Beadle will end for good soon
Charlotte Crosby doesn't think she'll see her on/off boyfriend Gary 'Gaz' Beadle ever again once they quit 'Geordie Shore'.
The 25-year-old reality TV star may have over five years of heartbreak history with the hunk but she's not convinced he'll be in her future and believes they'll both go their separate ways once they decided to leave the show.
She explained: "We've never been official ... We constantly work together all the time. The second one of us leaves 'Geordie Shore' it'll be over for good.
"We probably won't ever see each other again. We won't have the chance because we'll be busy with work. But for now, it'll just have to keep dragging on a little bit longer."
But, although they're not officially a couple, the blonde beauty has admitted she'll hate watching Gaz flirting up a storm with his past lovers on 'Ex on the Beach' later this month.
She said: "It is hard because we're not together. He can't really say, 'No because I'm with Charlotte'. It's just a really difficult, weird situation to be in. I'm going to have to just wait until he comes out. I'm hoping nothing is going to happen.
"There are moments where I feel like I want to say I love Gary, but I think we're both scared to say it, because what does it mean once we've said that? It's been like this for FIVE years."
Meanwhile, Charlotte may still hold a flickering flame for the 28-year-old hunk but she can't see herself marrying him.
Speaking to the Daily Mirror newspaper, she added: "I can never see me getting married - I've never felt like that about any boyfriend. It's seems like such a distant thing."